Monday, September 10, 2007
woohoo.
long long time nv blog.
nearly forgot what the hell is blogging already.woohooo
well, just a quick update to remind myself that im still alive and not dead!
im still here.SO FAR la.
i dunno whats coming next.
life is unpredictablee.
woohoo.
*sighs
when will i see daylight?
the sunnnnn. roarsssss
quick la quick la!
icant wait no moreeee
im impatienttt
shitttttt~
A rainbow appeared at9:20 PM***
Friday, July 27, 2007
if there were only two things left in this world-r/s n kinship VS MONEY- wad would u choose?
one shouldnt be greedy, so u only get one.
trust me, many would choose money.
ive seeen it happening so many times, especially between family members who are fighting over the assets left by the deceased.gosh.
well, thanks to that fucking dumbass idiotic asshole woman.
if werent for YOU, do u tink we would have this problem now?
TOO BAD loh. u just have to bear ur own consequences.
its ok u noe. we dun really fucking care abt tt sum of money.
YOU are the one who issss getting so uptight now.
TOO BAD.
fuck u la.
becoz of u, we have this prob.
then YOU suggest going to the lawyer
and seriously u gotta be screwwwed and shot.
thanks to u loh..dunno what the fuck YOU told HIM
HE confronted my dad.
HE even karp the phone.
HE even commented that it was my dad who suggested the lawyer thing.
ASSHOLE LA.WHEN THE HELL DID MY DAD SAE AYTHING ABT TT?
AND IN THE FUCKING FIRST PLACE, YOU DIN EVEN CONSULT MY DAD FOR HIS OPINION WHEN YOU THIS STUPID WOMAN DECIDED TO DO I UR WAY.
CMON LAAAA.
NOW PROBLEMS ARISE AND YOU ARE PUSHING MY DAD TO SEE TO IT???
ASK MY DAD TO BE UR SCAPEGOAT????
asshole.wad the fuck YOU wan?
so rich already still wan tt money.
wah lau u wan to die together with money on top of ur dead body is it?
gosh.
woman, u gotta be shot and screwed and wahatevaaa la..
damnittt. i hate u la.....gosh.who do u take my dad for?
wah lau, now need ppl's help then wanna be close to us.
go and eatt shit la.i dun even think u deserve shit can?
assholeee.
in this practical realistic world, the slogan holds "NO MONEY NO TALK"
still, money is the most important thing. even siblings are fighting over it.do u tink they really give a damn abt kinship?
noo they dun.
it just happened that all are born from the same womb.
that's it.period.
A rainbow appeared at11:08 PM***
Monday, July 23, 2007
she saw him unexpectedly ystd.
hmmms.
well, she had been hoping for that and yet was not really hopeful.
woahhh.long long long wait.
so wad was the big deal?
he did not, does not, and will not know of her existence.
in his eyes, she is just like carbon dioxide.
not useful to him and invisible to the eye.
sch's starting soon.
sighsss.
exactly.
i wished for that.
but wadeva.
it's sooo ficticious
A rainbow appeared at11:35 PM***
Friday, July 13, 2007
i actually wanted to blog on the STARS.but shall give it a miss
pls, dun mention STARS, XINGXING, u know stuff relating to the u know what shit to me k.
i wanna blog something happier on pingching.
and most most probably, she doesnt get to see this.
its ok!ive alerady told her what i wanna sae in this post as well as things that shouldnt be announced here.
woohoo!
seriously i din noe my pingching da jie got married on 9th june.
it certainly isnt any shocking news that she' getting married as she alread ROM-ed last yr.
but the customary wedding, woah, its just way too fast and surprising.
nonetheless, i feel extremely happy for her that she's married!!!
woohoo!!she def looks happy and blessssedd!
woohooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hopefully,she isnt as blur as she used to be.hahahahhaha
she soooooooo cute~
A rainbow appeared at12:48 AM***
Friday, June 22, 2007
wooohooo its fun =)
mondae
we went to east coast park for sand castle building.
woohoo.its really fun!!
the tools are amazing!
like bob the builder lidat.
you can make ur own castles.
they were so real with the walls, staircases and everthing.
thursdae
i din go for the arts appreciation.
i went for the st andrews cathedral outing followed by the lilia drums.
sounds so boring but not.
the church is beautiful and has a rich history.
claudia's very cute
haha.
i remembered the first thing she said to me when i greeted her was "no monkey~"
she even had some gestures for it.
so cute !
feel like pinching her
there's another boy oso soooooo cute
keep saying "aunty uncle sweaty sweaty"
"scratch scratch"
todae
the hsbc treetop walk
=)
woohoo
its fun!not tiring actually.
makes u feel so close to mother nature
my buddy was vanessa
she's a very lovely, adorable and sweet girl.
she keeps asking for "mor bi ko"
ahaha
her antiseptic cream, spray and oil.
haha
and her Blue sweeet~
seriously wonder what;s that
is it mentos?
haha
i told her i got no blue sweet
she asked"white sweet?green lollipop?
haha!
so cuteeee!
she smiles very sweetly.
awwww~
i loveee these activities.
i dunno why.
but the feeling is great!
hope to go on outing with them again.
A rainbow appeared at5:31 PM***
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
people come people go
but memories stayyyy close to ur hearts
take ur time to reminisce.
progression or regression?
in either case, you'll win some.
simultaneously, you'll lose some.
certain thing, once lost can never be retrieved.
you just lose it forever.
"bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu cheng jing yong you."
is this true for everything?
have u ever tried jotting down your daily events in a book?
kinda like a diary.
it includes all ur feelings of the day, events of the day, people of the day etc.
now, try reading it again.
how does it feeel?
are you back to that particular day??
does it refresh your memory?
i suppose i really need this.my brain's not working.
cant seeem to remember everything.
what if, one day (CHOY) i will be have senile dementia
would all the happy moments still be vividly playing in my mind?
do memories really stay?
would i reallly still rmb the happy days?
*retrospective mood* oh well well, im reminiscing again. AGAIN.
A rainbow appeared at3:08 PM***
SAACwell well, last fri we went to the singapore discovery center (SDC)
thou a short trip, it was fun and meaningful.
however, i tink that the SDC is not the appropriate place for them given the fact that there arent many stuff to play there. u know?there are more words than activities like movies, games etc for the kids to play.they dun really understand i tink. or perhaps they do.
as for tml, we'll be spending the day at the east coast park.
i seriously wonder if my buddy is going.
hope that it's a fun fun day again.
as always, i hope that she wun be too difficult to handle.
i hope that this time round, i can better relate to her!
woohoo.hope she doesnt throw tantrums and enjoys herself to the max.
wohoooo.
i hope that she wun run around and hit herself or throw her bag.i cant swim ya?
woohoo.ive watch pirates.
woooosooooo.i love it becoz i loveeee captain jack!@!@
it's so obvious and i tink it needs no further elaboration.
alrite.
im not working.
but im busy.
i dunno why.
just hope that money falls from the sky.
*siaO*
i wan to spend spend spend spend money!!
ive gottt the cravingggs to splurge again.
oh godddd!
A rainbow appeared at1:58 PM***
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
i noe i shd have expected it.
but, nevertheless, ive nv expected it to be so soon.
its just like a gush of wind.
i still couldnt believe it but still gotta face it.
(is this for real?)
i tot i would nv weep, for im a strong lady now.
but when i looked at you, lying there with ur eyes closed
i couldnt help but feel the ache
is this for real?
ive nv tot that i will witness such a moment this soon
ive always relished the tot that one dae, u will be well again
ive not heard u spoke for a long time.
ive not seen u smile
perhaps they're right.
this is the only way to free yourself from the anguish, sorrow and pain you had been enduring
i hope you feel so much better now and more carefree
may u enjoy yourself in the other world and be free of sufferings.
i will i will definitely miss u.
th crowd earlier on reminded me of the occasions held in the past.
whatever the festive, be it ur bdae, CNY, mother's day, christmas, the whole place is filled with people.so much laughter and joy!woohoo.simply love the crowd~
there were always be a few mahjong tables in the garden with all the food and stuff.
some poker sessions in the hall.
seems like a one last "re-unity occassion" for many of us.
after tt, we would nv see each other again.
u were a great cook!
gonna miss your cooking~
but u din impart your skills!
what a waste~
anyway i saw him again after so many years
he hasnt changed much, probably except his dress sense and he even got himself a ear stud and his age.
and he even got himself a pouch.oh gosh, lets not elaborate.
he still has tt hair, tt tall, tt skinny and tt boyish looking.
i suppose he still has the same gf~
i hate to witness tt one last moment
the point where ashes back to ashes, dust to dust.
dun make it happen tt soon, pls.
will the clock just stop ticking
A rainbow appeared at11:52 PM***
