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Saturday, December 23, 2006

i haf this lousy feelin for the past few days.freak.fucking frustrated
this feeling is getting stronger and stronger
i dunno what's wrong.
its hard to describe.
but i just feel damn sian.
shit.
im dying.
getting sick-mentally and physically........

i tink i mite be admitted to imh anytime.
just got tt feeling
its a lousy feeling.
cannot be described.

ive tried to be optimistic.
but it doesnt work for me.
everytime i try to think on the bright side, the outcome is totally opposite and bad.
shit.
i hate this.
why?????why lidat????
damnit!why cant life just get better?its getting from bad to worse, worse to worst.
i realy hate my life la.
nth to be happy abt anyway.
what's there to celebrate?
it seems that i dun enjoy life as much as the others.

why!??!?!?!
i tink ive done tooo much sins in my previous life.
retribution.
brot it upon myself.

i love solitude.
i really falling in love with solitude.
i really wish to live in my own world.
i wanna live by my own.
ARGHH!!
so u noe why they're always atrangers?
that's coz they are perfect in my own world.

i really hate GOH XUE LI la.
i tink one day, i mite leave the country.
go somewhere else and ask for a change of name to start afresh as a brand new person.
i really hate GOH XUE LI la.
its like so fucking difficult to be GOH XUE LI.
wad an unlucky name.its so nan ting and er xing.sounds like shit.



i feel like scolding ppl!!^&$^ERTWE#@@%^%^^$#@RT#%
f f f f f f f f f ff ff f f ff f fff f f f
i admit im ill-tempered.
i like cannnot ar?if u bu shuang then tt's ur prob la!!!!!!
TSK!!!PEK CEK PEK CEK!!!
U WUN UNERSTAND WHY I PEK PEK!!!
ARRRGGHHHH!!!
p e k c e k!!!!

is god ever fair?!
will god ALWAYS grant u what u wan?
u believe in santa?!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
arrggh.

i suppose everything is fated.
so i guess no matter how hard i tried to change, the outcome is still the same.

wake up la wake up.
stop dreaming can?!
uve been dreaming for too long.........
time to facethe reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arrghh!!!
eeek!!
GOH XUE LI is a pesT!!!i hate u!!!!
the most disgusting creature that is depriving others of oxygen!!eeeeeekkkkkkkk
shun her shun her!!!